Went for a small walk. My confidence is very low. I wish I had someone to walk with.

I don’t understand why God answers every prayer I have for other people but for myself I just don’t see it. It’s just suffering all the time.

Paranoia, conspiracy and lies of the devil. That’s all I see. What is real?

Fucking detox again. Benzos and nicotine at once. I’m angry as fuck.

Deleted a rant. Fucking angry. Detox is not fun.